so being drunk is pretty good. i can just ramble things on n on.
so one person dies, another one gets a b-day.
weird.
its always like that.
can never figure out the world filled with cruelness.
no one gives a shit.
cuz eventually, the earth will go around once again, and you will still be dealin with the same old shit.
without him.
without her.
without anybody. anybody at all.
i like my work.
im getting used to it.
is it a good thing? oh i dont know.
im not lying when i say i like it.
but is this leading to my dream job?
the answer would be oh hell no, but i dont know.
i mean, what the fuck was my dream to begin with.
grass is always greener somewhere else.
watched federer and djokovic.
why cant andy beat that guy?
i mean cmon. he should get at least some shots at this guy right?
i mean novak made it look pretty easy, but still. he does make unforced errors like anybody else does.
its not like he is god.
roger is hot. itd been a while since i saw him last time.
he is beautiful and he is good, and he is lookin good.
i even think he got hotter.
but you know what, the problem is that he is not fun. that is the thing.
he just is not fun to watch for me.
just watching him play makes me love andy more.
oh god, i wanna say what the hell is wrong with me, but i am right arent i?
andy is fun to watch because he is a person who is fighting for his living.
in his game, there is always living and dying. just like our lives.
we get happy, and we get unhappy. we laugh we cry we smile we...whatever.
hes got that in his game. and god bless him for that because that is his fucking gift.
roger makes it look like...something else that he is finghting for.
he didnt look even...like anything at all.
he is playing tennis. and thats all.
you know what im gonna say about that?
im gonna say its sad.
it is sad.
that is why its not fun.
goodbye heath.
goodbye you stupid ass.
i hate when people die.
why the fuck do people have to die anyways?
fuck you cassie.
i miss you.
I FUCKIN MISS YOU.
get your ass back over here.
and let me give you a hug.
give me a hug you bitch.
