boys are bad!!!
ok, sorry for guys who are good. but guys are bad!! lol
larry MSNed me today. thats fine, nothings wrong with that. but how come he asked me if im happy now? i mean what kind of friend asks that question? and what kind of ex asks that question?! and why the heck did he say that im one of people that he cares about? whats the point of talking to me about how he hasnt done his "real smile" lately? i mean, i dont give a s**t about it, you know? i do not care! what pisses me off? that he said "if you faked me with your faked smile, that was my fault, cuz i wasnt good enough." this is such a farce!! i mean, please!
is this what, he trying to be making up? im not saying that he still has a feeling for me or anything but is he trying to say that he cared about me?! oh yeah? oh thanx thats really good to know that you cared about me and still do even after we broke up just because you decided not to email me back at all, huh? i have no idea when you think that we broke up, but you know what, my b-days coming up and my thoughts about that are that its been a year since we broke up. and im pretty sure that im gonna have that thoughts on every single b-day that im gonna have from now on. and yeah, i dont care what people think of me by reading this diary, but please dont give me a f**kin call to say f**kin happy b-day this year? ...but you know whats the scary thing is though? that i know i can pick it up with the f**kin "real smile" on and say "thanx" to ya.
...♪you were the one i loved, one thing that i tried to hold on to♪(Michelle Branch/Goodbye to you)
and anyway i lost you so whats the point of being pissed off of somebody that even doesnt do anything with me huh?
larry MSNed me today. thats fine, nothings wrong with that. but how come he asked me if im happy now? i mean what kind of friend asks that question? and what kind of ex asks that question?! and why the heck did he say that im one of people that he cares about? whats the point of talking to me about how he hasnt done his "real smile" lately? i mean, i dont give a s**t about it, you know? i do not care! what pisses me off? that he said "if you faked me with your faked smile, that was my fault, cuz i wasnt good enough." this is such a farce!! i mean, please!
is this what, he trying to be making up? im not saying that he still has a feeling for me or anything but is he trying to say that he cared about me?! oh yeah? oh thanx thats really good to know that you cared about me and still do even after we broke up just because you decided not to email me back at all, huh? i have no idea when you think that we broke up, but you know what, my b-days coming up and my thoughts about that are that its been a year since we broke up. and im pretty sure that im gonna have that thoughts on every single b-day that im gonna have from now on. and yeah, i dont care what people think of me by reading this diary, but please dont give me a f**kin call to say f**kin happy b-day this year? ...but you know whats the scary thing is though? that i know i can pick it up with the f**kin "real smile" on and say "thanx" to ya.
...♪you were the one i loved, one thing that i tried to hold on to♪(Michelle Branch/Goodbye to you)
and anyway i lost you so whats the point of being pissed off of somebody that even doesnt do anything with me huh?
